Monday, July 20, 2015
I used to hate my body. No, wait, I was disgusted with my body. More than that, I hated myself because of how I looked on the outside. I did not have a healthy self-esteem. For years, I convinced myself if I'd get to a certain weight or size then I would love myself but the self hatred hated me so much I couldn't change anything about my body. I remained miserable until one day I had had enough.
I made myself find one thing that I loved about my body and do you know what it was? It was my cheesy and slightly crooked smile with the gap between the front teeth. And then I realized I loved the two moles beside my left eye. And then it was my nose... and so on, until I realized that I actually loved my looks and flaws. They were me and mine. The thing was, I wasn't taking care of myself, and so I started making slow changes in my daily life, breaking bad habits and starting better ones.
It's a journey I'm still on but I'll tell you one thing, taking care of myself and creating my own happiness was one of the healthiest choices I have ever made. I work out because I love my body. I make healthy choices because I love feeling good. I changed my lifestyle to be positive and happy instead of always being sad and depressed.
Are you taking care of your body because you love it? Or are you destroying your body because you hate it? Are you working out in hopes of having a body you love? Because if you are, you won't ever find it. You have to love what you already have and if you want maybe you'll shine it up, or tone up, a little bit, but do it because you love yourself, not because you hate yourself.
So tell me, what do you love about your body?
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