In fact, there have been nights that I tell myself to sit down and write that epic story that I want the world to know about, but pick sleeping, or eating dinner, or doing a headstand, instead.
On May 30, 2017... I got a job through a temp agency. It wasn't anything I wanted to do, the pay was okay, but working an hour on the farm wasn't cutting it for my bills, so I started working in a factory as a quality inspector. The following week, I was put on mandatory 12 hour shifts. The week after that I was working weekends. The week after that I was sent to a different location, an hour drive each way. And then, I got a 40 hour work week and my location was in Wooster! It was the best week ever. I could actually clean my apartment, go grocery shopping, and not wake up at 4 am so I could squeeze my workout in before a long day.
On July 26, 2017... my supervisor sent me a text asking if I could go to Zanesville the next day. I had heard of Zanesville but I wasn't exactly sure where it was or how far away it was from Wooster. Before I googled the distance and the drive time, I agreed. It was only for a day anyway.
It is 100 miles to Zanesville. That's 1 hour and 45 minutes each way.
I got up extra early to squeeze in my workout because I had to leave my house at 5:15am to get to work on time. The drive was easy. It takes me through sections of Amish country, and down towards some epic hiking areas that I've always wanted to adventure through.
At the end of the day, my supervisor asked me if I could finish up the week in Zanesville. I agreed, after all, that was only 2 more times of driving and I would be getting paid for mileage once I got the paperwork to be filled out.
I am still driving to Zanesville every day. I managed to squeeze in an interview and get a different job between my 12 hour shifts....and being no where near Wooster. The supervisor isn't thrilled that I am quitting mostly because the job in Zanesville is going to need someone there to do the job for at least one more month, and not because I'm a good worker! I still haven't been paid for my mileage and there's a part of me that thinks they won't pay me for it. After all, when they realized how far I was driving every day, they made remarks about finding someone closer, and I happily told them I would be okay if someone else took this job in Zanesville.
Anyway, it's been very difficult for me to have any time for myself beyond eating my dinner, working out, and taking a shower, for the last month. Until last week, I was also still working on the farm every day for at least an hour, so every day was a 13-14 hour day.
My apartment was a disaster, my cat was lonely and in need of attention, and I have been in need of sleep.
Yesterday, I spent all day on the couch watching Netflix. I didn't even wear pants all day long! It was by far one of the best days I've had in a while. Part of me felt guilty because it was a beautiful day outside.... perfect for hiking... but deep down I knew that I had to have a day of complete relaxation.
I start my new job next Monday, so I have another week of driving to Zanesville. Though I don't have a super good feeling about this new job, and it is a 40 minute commute each way, I know that it has to be better than this chaotic job and schedule I've been living for the last two months. I'm just excited to start having my own schedule and life back... so that I will have time to blog again, or work on some of my other writing projects I've been pondering on starting for months.
I know work is important because it pays bills, but living my life is way more important than being a slave to a job, especially when I don't even like the job!